1. You make things easier, and thank you for keeping my secret. ;)
2. Words cannot express my feelings for you, and sometimes I am not aware of them myself.  I wish I could tell you about all of this.  I wish I could put it all on you, but I am pretty sure it will only be to your detriment.  And to be honest I love you far too much for that to happen.
3. You supported me when I expected you to the least.  And I needed that.
4. You are the most loving person I have ever known.  I am scared nobody else will love me as much as you do.
5. I really hope you found happiness, I am sorry we had to go through what we went through - but I do think it was very important for both of us.