I'm glad I didn't start the year writing a blog about how when the clockgoes blank on New Years Eve my whole world warped and became a great place to be, mostly because it's always a great place to be.
Sometimes in life you have you look at everybody around you and realise that they are there because you chose them to be there. Your friends, chosen. Your family, you chose to spend time with them/ live them. Your job, chosen. Your university tutors, chosen. If you're unhappy in life then it's a case of bad decision and not 'bad luck'.
Whilst there are some decisions which clash, we have to get over our little petty problems and look at the joy these things or these people bring us. If you can't stomach a day in your own life then there's nobody else to blame.
I think we let ourselves down more than we'd care to admit. Rather it's not doing well in school, or still not shifting that extra weight.
Lately I've been thinking about thinking and thinking about how to make it up to myself. And by that I mean by DOING things, and stop watching others doing them. Move out, get a different job, buy that dress and ask him out (or get rid of him).
Stop letting yourself down, and don't make that a resolution but a promise to yourself that you'll try to maintain in order to make yourself happier and healthier.
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