1. I know you're one of those I need to stay from you guys, but the truth is you're okay. I mean some of the time you really make appreciate everything around me. Other times I wanna walk right past you. But you're a character, I'll give you that!
2. I feel kinda guilty for not missing you like I should be.
3. There's something really really attractive about you, and I'm well going to hide it because there's no way that's in any way appropiate with you.
4. I mean, don't get me wrong, you're a lovely guy. But you're the most boring person I've ever came across in my life so far.
5. You shouldn't say what you said to me to everyone. I thought you were so genuine. Now, I just think you're another one of them guys. I don't hold it against you, but I was hoping you were more awesome that that.
6. You would look amazing if you wore a lot less make-up.
7. You need to grow up, and stop being so flipping sensitive and explosive. Fed up with your big lectures and messages, voicemails explaining how unreasonable I am. I have bigger things to worry about than having the same argument over and over again.
8. IloveyouIloveyouIloveyouIloveyou. (You're the only one who gets me)
9. You're probably the most attractive person I've ever met in my whole life. And although I'm not crazy about you as a person I still wanna just look at you all the time. You're so effing beautiful.
10. You're so self-absorbed. It kinda drives me up the wall.

No regrets, just life.

Hiya blogspot. Things have been crazy. I know that's my opening line after a while of not posting something of substance, but it really has been CRAZY. Been out practically every night dancing with a bunch of new friends and all of my old ones from the past few years. It's so refreshing to be back into the life I've kinda been craving all summer long.

I've been playing the new KH game (Birth by sleep) and it's awesome. It's on the PSP and therefore cannot support a mass of characters, but the worlds are bigger and the graphics are definitely up to KH 1 standards. Of course I'm missing the old characters but I know the poignancy of the whole thing is so awesome they're bound to bring in the beginning of them at some point.

Excited for this year, it's going to be another worldwind, and I'm enjoying every minute of eating pizza the next day in your jammies looking at pictures from the night before with glasses of milk.

Maybe.

I'm strong, but I break

I'm stubborn and I make plenty of mistakes
Yeah, I'm hard, and life with me is never easy
To figure out, to love
I'm jaded but oh so lovely
All you have to do hold me
And you'll know and you'll see just how sweet it can be
If you'll trust me, love me, let me

Maybe, maybe

Y'know what I love.

That feeling. The one which starts in the pit of your stomach and rises upwards and shoots to the surface of your face and makes your mouth stretch into a smile, a laugh. The one which can come with a side order of excitement, or nerves but is always sourced with this amazing feeling of comfort. Of finding yourself so absolutely open and feeling like you've never been so... yourself. The moment you just let go and you feel like you're in a whole new world that's just been opened. When you're with certain people, or you hear a certain lyric or you just open the pages you just don't care anymore about what's getting you anxious or down. You just have that feeling and it just reminds you about how great life is, and how great you are to have so many things in life that give you that feeling.

1. Making a perfect cappacino.
2. Beating a really hard boss, and doing a victory dance around the room.
3. Vanilla/Caramel steamers from work.
4. Saving lyrics that really hit home in my drafts.
5. Seeing or hearing something and thinking something, and somebody saying exactly what you were thinking about it.
6. Winking.
7. Saying something in a really suggestive tone when it's in no way suggestive at all.
8. Getting really upset about something, and then making it into a joke so it makes you laugh instead.
9. Really small bottles of lemonade.
10. Dailybooth.
11. Hairclips.
12. Making timetables, complete with all you need to calculate earnings.
13. The phrase 'I'm on it' in work.
14. Checking your balance on screen on payday.
15. Colonic Hydrotherapy. :P
    
    

Everything I own in a box to the left.

Well the summer is fading and the jumpers are being pulled out of my bottom drawer. It's my favourite time of year. It'll be Autumn soon, and I'll be moving back up to my uni house in 6 days. I've only 2 short shifts of work to do before I go back to being a weekend worker and a through the week student and getting into my general lifestyle of getting up at 2pm and eating last nights pizza on mattresses stacked in the living room.

Of course it's not all fun and games. Bit of anxiety about missing those away on placements, re-creating a home with some new friends and hoping the dynamic will suit, hoping money issues that my friends/housemates have will be resolved, hope the work won't swamp me, hope the work will remain as something I can work on and get good grades at, hope the atmosphere is awesome still.

It's been a summer. The reason I don't brand it as great, or eventful is because it wasn't, really. A bit of time off and work is really what I needed. I needed something to motivate and remind me why I'm working at uni, and what I hope to achieve. I'm really excited about living the student life and partying at every opportunity, meeting new exciting people, and getting back that real sense of community and excitement back because lets' face it - summer was lame.

I'm excited for new beginnings, new things to learn and so much drama I can't even imagine it as I sit on my computer chair in my big woolly penguin jumper in bare feet. :)

I hope you are all excited for your new beginnings this Autumn time!

Pet Hates.

1. People who spew their lives onto facebook. This means extremely angry and obvious status updates like; 'hates when your friends only want you when they want to use you for your car but when you don't have it they do not care about you'. Yes, we know exactly who you're annoyed at and exactly the reason. Well done for letting everybody know your business. This is particulary annoying when the next update is 'hates when people stick their nose into your business when it's not wanted' If you don't want people to know about your petty arguments then do not post all but the dialogue of your arguments where everybody you know can see it.
2. Those panda hats.
3. Really obese people who try to make some sort of statement saying skinny women are disgusting and curvy women are sexy. Yes, curvy is sexy, being 20 stone does not count as being curvy. You are not curvy, you're morbidly obese.
4. People who treat others like dirt for pathetic reasons. Especially because of age. People like to think because somebody is a few years younger than them that they are idiots and cannot comprehend big issues or form intelligent opinions.
5. Loud noises in the morning.
6. Prices of food in the cinema. And the fact you're always tempted to get a pick 'n' mix anyway and it ends up being £6.
7. The pre-conception that yoga is really easy.
8. When you make loose plans to do something and when you mention it nobody seems bothered anymore.
9. People who think getting trashed is the only way to have fun in life.
10. The term 'shiz'.
11. Job applications.
12. Job interviews, and the way you have to be so over-enthusiastic. Which in turn embarrasses you when you get the job and have to work with the person that interviewed you!
13. Attractive people who claim they're ugly to get attention.
14. People on the dole who make little to no effort while people who work really hard get so much off them in tax to pay for those sitting on their asses.
15. Extremely rude customers, who treat you like you can't do anything and you should worship them as 'they pay your wages'.
16. Not being able to find a pen.
17. When you leave something in a certain place so you'll remember where it was and somebody moves it.
18. When you're on the phone to somebody and they have a conversation with somebody else in the room they're in.
19. Metro buses ALWAYS being late, then you go a few minutes later, and they come early.
20. Being really really warm and not being able to do anything about it.

Smile. :)