 Hey blogspot!  So I'm home and life has changed, I have a degree and my friends do not constantly surround me.  To be honest when I first landed home I ran away from the reality of life but it came upon me and lay like a ton of bricks amongst my heart.  And it was hard - no doubt it was hard, to be mostly alone and instead of facing it head-on I decided to mope about and feel sorry for myself that life had changed and I was back where I started.
Hey blogspot!  So I'm home and life has changed, I have a degree and my friends do not constantly surround me.  To be honest when I first landed home I ran away from the reality of life but it came upon me and lay like a ton of bricks amongst my heart.  And it was hard - no doubt it was hard, to be mostly alone and instead of facing it head-on I decided to mope about and feel sorry for myself that life had changed and I was back where I started.The next week I changed my attitude.  Life changes with a change of attitude.  I actively sought out my friends, and stopped being so selfish and started helping out others - this really brought me happiness.  I got into contact with some friends I hadn't seen in a while and started what I like to call 'operation life sort'.  I applied to a few jobs and ended up landing one which will be good until I get some volunteering and experience under my belt.
Kinda just wanna run away and join the circus though...
 
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