But it's never going to be me, is it?

Argh, having one of those contemplative - mind into overdrive, I can't stop thinking about the little things people have said. Cyptic messages, looking at was hasn't been said, what hasn't been done. It's driving me absolsutely insane.

Work is winding me up. My friends are a million miles away. Job applications are slowing. And I think today I kinda just hit the 'I'm running out of steam' stage. With all your good days and moments you feel so inspired comes the days you feel like you'll never really accomplish anything. You feel like everything you done and worked for has largely been for nothing and nobody really appreciates it.

But I'll take his advice and push on;

"Chin up, nose up, bum dry."