Motivation.

Have you ever felt like you're not good enough? Like you never have been particulary good at one thing and you're not sure if you'll ever be the best, or ever succeed in something you want to? Like you work and work and all you seem to come across is failure and disappoint? Then you're not alone.

We all have a motivation. It can range from a bad childhood, a crucial death in the family to a movie, a set of lyrics or most comfortingly the love and support of family and friends. However to get us to DO things and experience things we have to ultimately motivate ourselves because none of these inspirations will do anything for us alone; we have to do it alone.

I get really angry and frustrated with extremely unmotivated people. People who complain about having no friends/no job/bad grades/bad relationships and do absolutely nothing about it. Or more annoyingly; say they are when they clearly are not. Claim they are trying, when you have been that position and tried so hard to get out of it without complaint, and worked yourself out of it but they will not do anything whatsoever. It's absolutely infuriating.

It's annoying when you work to do things. You work for a wage, you work for a grade, you work to make a relationship work. Things do not fall perfectly into your lap for you to enjoy without pain. You do not get handed your perfect job hassle-free and you will never get anywhere exciting in life without stepping outside your comfort zone. Some people just think if they wait things will all work out for them, well they won't. Maybe you will get somewhere eventually but you will have wasted so much time being unbelievably unmotivated.

If you want something. And I mean truely have your heart set on it, absolutely need to do something; you WILL work for it. If you do not strive and work to get something then you really don't ever deserve to get it.

Rant over... for the meantime.